why is it my fault?!

there are somethings that will forever remain a mystery to me. right at this moment, all i feel like doing is just continue crying and shout at the top of my lungs "it's not my fault!!!"

for those of you who know me well enough, you'd might have already guess who's the person who's acusing me. my stepmum.

just on saturday, when i was in the car with leo, i told her that i'm so happy that my mum and i getting along quite well. believe me, it's a huge step for me to be able to say that. it's true, for a while there, i was kinda worried because usually thing aren't so sunny and clear. i'd be pissed off at her over some matter and she'll be pissed off at me over something else.

but man... was i wrong. i'm just using my blog as an outlet for blowing off steam. chances are, the next time you see me, i'd be back to my normal, cheerful, crazy self.

ps: was actually halfway typing out the incidence but leo called, decided that not everyone needs to hear the sordid details... thx leo, i owe u one.

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Sqmile Project

WAH!!! MY FIRST TAGGING!!!! WOOHOO!!!

One Word
YOU CAN ONLY TYPE ONE WORD. NO EXPLANATIONS.

Yourself: hungry

Your Lover: M.I.A

Your Hair: curly

Your Mother: gone

Your Father: priceless

Your Favorite Item: ipod

Your Dream Last Night: darkness

Your Favorite Drink: teh-ais

Your Dream Home: garden-ed

The Room You Are In: hot

Your Pets: (obi+mocha)dogs

What You Are Now: 19+

Who You Want to be in Ten Years: mother :P

What You Want to be in Ten Years: a success

What You're Not: skinny

Your Best Friend: serene

One of Your Wishlist Items: laptop

Your Gender: female

The Last Thing You Did : shower

What You Are Wearing: clothes

Your Favorite Weather: cloudy

Your Favorite Book: she's come undone

The Last Thing You Ate: cake

Your Life: lost

Your Mood: cheerful

Favorite article of clothing: zara tops

Favorite color: red

School: <--high Song: legendary [lou barlow]

tagged by: may

tag: hmm.... whoever that visits my site and haven't been tagged :P

sorry for the lack of captions, i've got the flu unfortunately *sneeze* *sniffles* sigh...
will be back soon to complete the editing :(
*haaaaa-------------chooooooooooooooooooooooo*